Many years ago I referred to the "battle" of Hester's Reach. It was my first battle, and like many a battle since, it did not end well. I think I also mentioned my joining Claudell's Marines, which was a bad plan since I don't swim, I sink, but any way to get out of the small town prison I was in that threatened to kill my soul, was a way that I wanted to take. Luckily for me, Claudell's Marines did not require me to pass a swimming test, all they wanted was warm bodies. I met that requirement, and they handed me a weapon, gave me a modicum of training, and said "welcome to the Marines lad." I didn't care where I went just as long as it was away from the small, small town that was in the process of killing me.
We spent a lot of time "marching" which to me seemed to be just walking from point A to point B for no reason, before our fearless leader (and soon to be as dead as dead can be) Claudell decided which direction was the best for us. Claudell wasn't a natural public speaker, few of us are, and when he tried to rouse the troops to believe in the latest "cause" he had found for us, he generally mumbled a few words, and asked his second to do all the real talking. His second was a fellow named Wilson, he was to become a major player in my life, and if I had known what he would eventually wanted to do to my sister, I would have probably contrived to kill him "by accident" in the battle that followed. However, since I can't predict the future and therefore remain poor, I did not shoot or stab Wilson. A decision that I came to semi-regret in the future. Besides, I figure killing the second in command might be frowned upon as treason.
I was young back then, and dumber than I am now, if that is to believed. I had no idea what was expected of me, and the training in Claudell's Marines was not of the highest quality. Mostly, it consisted of some older fellow telling me not "to get my fool self killed at the first pass." I took that to heart and resolved to attempt to make the other side have to work a little bit in order to kill me. Peace was not what we wanted, it was bad for business. Luckily for us, there was generally always some local asshole who wanted some other local asshole's land, castle or woman.
For those uneducated. like I was way back then, a reach is a section of a river. It was not to be the last river that I had to face in my life, but it was the first. I probably should have realized later in life that rivers were not my friend, but I've never been accused of being the swiftest horse in the stable. This river lead to a rather large bay, that lead to some ocean who's name isn't important to the story. The important bit, if there is an important bit, is that it leads somewhere. When the clouds came, and the rain started to fall, it was more of problem for my fellow 'Marines.' One would think that a group called Claudell's Marines would be able to handle a spot of rain, but my comrades melted away like snow under a summer sun.
It was summer, that much I do remember of the terrifying, and terrible disaster that became known to history as the battle of Hester's Reach. Calling it a battle is granting more credit than it deserved, it was more of a massacre. Also, I doubt that history was paying attention. After all it's not like Cluadell was some sort of Alexander the Great conquering Persia. History is funny like that, it doesn't really care too much about your actions until they become world changing, and the battle/massacre of Hester's Reach was far from world changing. Well except for me, the battle of Hester's Reach changed my world in many, many not so good, ways.
Claudell was a drunk, which isn't a crime, until you give aforementioned drunk control over thousands of men's lives, then it becomes important. Claudell liked Calvados, a particularly strong drink from France. It should have been a clue as to his ability to fight a battle that he was always blasted on Calvaods, but hindsight is 20/20. I suppose it was Wilson who was actually in charge. But like most seconds, Wilson could only offer advice, and it was unlikely that a piss drunk Caudell was in a mood to listen, and at the battle of Hester's Reach, Claudell was in no mood to listen.
I managed not to die at the battle of Hester's Reach, but it was a close run thing. A lot of fellows I knew did leaves their bones on that watery graveyard. A lot of fine men watered the soil of Hester's Reach, and it was a pity. I said a lot of last goodbyes to comrades who had taught me better, and who deserved better than to die on a battlefield that would soon be lost to history. It was just a petty little battle in the civil war of people who gave no shits about the good men who died at Hester's Reach.
Looking back on it, I should have never been anywhere close to Hester's Reach. I should have known better and I should have done better. Those are famous last words, luckily for me I survived (barely) Hester's Reach. It was a massacre, it wasn't the last massacre I attended, and it should have taught me more than it did, but the battle of Hester's Reach would be the first, but not the last, in a series of disaters that would eventually define me.
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